Sunday, December 26, 2004

ond eay at t aime

The economic war on the home front has no REAL fear. I thought long and hard about the option of the military. I wanted to apply my skills to the benefit of the country and my family. Now My sis has been hurt and I push millions in cash every day while receiving pennies myself. I hate advertising so much but I do it for the cause (or is it the cash). I am lost?? I rarely talk to my family but I love them so much. I fell in love with a Floridian girl while in college and plan to ask to marry her this Feb. The fear of commitment is all but there. Can I be lost in love?? I have created a haven for myself and for my loves. I would be honored if my sis (My multi-accent psychotic Hero) came down and spent a week or two in Orlando, FL. But fail to ask cause of my lack of consistent communication. I am very happy of my position in life but I am ashamed that I am not there for my loved ones. I am all day in my darkness glowing I the light of work and keeping my mind busy thinking of anything but.
Am I a coward??

TO ALL THAT SERVE FREEDOM AND ITS ALLIES

Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.

to my bro and sis
you will be hero's in my eyes and the eyes of my children